Anything goes

So I had a panic attack yesterday because the school took my phone until the 14th of June.
And then I found out my mom would try her best to get it back.
Then today at school, I found out they can’t do that.
So I came home and asked my mom to get my phone back
She told me to ask my dad.
I asked him and
he said no
the school and him agreed on keeping it until then.
AND I WASN’T EVEN TEXTING DEAR LORD 
And then I got another panic attack

One reason I hate Facebook

• Facebook page/person/robot/dog/cat/alien/Adalia Rose: Like for Converse, Comment for Vans, Share for ass, Ignore if you want her to come for you tonight.
• Some people: omg like like like
• Other people: omg comment comment comment.
• Guys: omg fap share fap share fap share share share share share
• Me: No, thanks. I'll ignore, I need company tonight.

History class and jello .-.

• History Teacher: Who was the first person to circumnavigate around the world?
• My thoughts: hm. I wonder if i should text fernando today.
• Answer: Ferdinand Magellan
• Me: -Raises my hand because I know this answer like the number of toes I have-
• History Teacher: Kenzie?
• Me: FERNANDO MAJELLO
• Whole class including the teacher: omfg so funny let's laugh at that lololol hahahahahaah
• My thoughts: Wait what
• My best friend: omfg, fernando majello? -goes back into hysteria-
• My thoughts again: oh. well. I don't even like jello..
• History Teacher: Do me a favor guys if you see the question, " Who discovered this route?" with a map of the wold and a route going around the world and an answer choice saying, "Fernando Majello" Please tell me.
• My thoughts once again: I didn't even try to say that ohmygod

• age 11: worry about internet people finding me in real life
• now: worry about people in real life finding me on the internet

itsmeshanewalsh:

“You’re not a true fan if-“

what if i punch u in the fucking face will i be a ‘true fan’ then u lil bitch

(via likeaghostinthewalls)

My fucking brother

Yeah, okay. well I need to complain like not even kidding. I hate him. He’s not even a fucking brother. He’s like pond scum. 
Anyways, I heard my parents fighting over stupid shit and I hear my dad say ’ I told Nick to take kenzie’s sd card out of her phone and put his in! ‘
I wasn’t listening to it all, but really. He fucking got his last 3 phones, 2 iPhones and a Windows 8?, ‘stolen’ when in reality he probably just lost them and didn’t want to admit it because he knew he wouldn’t get another phone. I mean he doesn’t even use his phone. He doesn’t answer my parents calls, he doesn’t have friends to talk to in the first place, he never knows where it is and when he and his wrestling team go away on over weekend trips, he purposely forgets his phone charger so he doesn’t have to answer my parents calls/call my parents. Are you fucking kidding me? If I pulled the shit I would get my ass beat with a goddamn metal spiked belt. And let’s talk about sibling rivalry.he’s never nice to me, he’s always calling me fat, and whenever he starts picking fights with me and I know damn well I’m right, he yells to where I have to yell over him, and then that makes my mom intervene, telling us to stop and my brother being my fucking brother, he has to have the last word and so do I, therefore causing more outrageous yelling and then my dad tells me to shut the fuck up. THE BITCH TELLS ME TO? My brother started it for god’s sakes. He gets away for EVERYTHINGG. If he yells at my dad, he gets told not to do it again. I yell at my dad, I get sent to bed and my computer and phone AND radio taken away. I already don’t have a tv because my dad took it out of my wall, ripping the cord from the wall and after that, he came over to me and started hitting me, and whilst in the middle of hitting me, he punches me in the fucking face. Yes, he punched me. I screamed on the top of my lungs for my brother, but who stayed sitting on his ass playing pokemon or some shit? My brother. I had a bruise by my ear/below my eye, on my cheekbone ( I have high cheeks bones ) for a week. And after I made my mom forgive my dad about it, all he said was ’ She took it like a champ ’ That’s all he fucking cared about. Is that I took it like a champ. My brother is the reason I selfharm, not school, not friends, not the internet, not the influence, or what ever the shit ever my parents think is causing it. It’s my brother.
I don’t even know what it’s like to have a brother